The Life in My Years

An anthology of life

“Loomered.” A new adjective in the lexicon, loomered means that you got yourself fired on the word of a lunatic. Laura Loomer apparently has become Donald J. Trump’s new unofficial head of human resources (and when it comes to this administration, “human” is a word used quite loosely).

By most accounts Laura Loomer was the individual who got Mike Waltz, of Signalgate fame, removed from his position as National Security Adviser to the President. Walz’s deputy, Alex Wong was also fired, meaning, I guess, that Loomer can’t claim that she “did not shoot the deputy.”

Just as any terrorist worth his or her salt would claim responsibility for an act, Loomer posted a one word message to Politico, “Loomered,” even as Waltz’s head was not yet done rolling. Shortly after Wong was dispatched, Loomer texted,“SCALP.”

Other heads on Loomer’s wall include the director of the National Security Agency, General Timothy Haugh, and General Haugh’s deputy, Wendy Noble (shot another deputy).

Adam Schleifer, an assistant U.S. attorney in Los Angeles, was given his walking papers in an email from the White House which was launched one hour after Loomer had gone on social media to complain that Scheifer, a Democrat, had made comments critical of Trump during a run for a New York congressional seat.

Loomer recently derailed the nomination of Janette Nesheiwat for Surgeon General. Trump removed the nomination after Loomer criticized Nesheiwat for being too pro-vaccine. Trump subsequently has nominated Dr. Casey Means for the position, on the recommendation of Robert F. Kennedy Jr., which, by that very endorsement, means Means is, well, problematic. Call it guilt by association.

Means, who specialized in otolaryngology — ear, nose and throat medicine, left her residency because she was disillusioned with the medical establishment – not a qualification one would want in the nation’s top physician. Unfortunately for Means, she’s found herself on Loomer’s radar.

In a post on X, Loomer wrote, “PRESIDENT TRUMP’S PICK FOR US SURGEON GENERAL CASEY MEANS SAID SHE PRAYS TO INANIMATE OBJECTS, COMMUNICATES WITH SPIRIT MEDIUMS, USES SHROOMS AS “PLANT MEDICINE” AND TALKS TO TREES! SHE ALSO DOESN’T EVEN HAVE AN ACTIVE MEDICAL LICENSE
THE INMATES ARE RUNNING THE ASYLUM!” (caps, Loomer’s)

In the same tweet, Loomer wrote, “I guess there isn’t a single conservative doctor in America who doesn’t have a history being a Marxist tree hugger?
We are so doomed. Aren’t we?”

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May 5, 2025
It ‘s Cinco de Mayo and I suspect that, unlike St. Patrick’s Day, when many people, Irish or not, hoist a mug of green beer and proclaim that “today everyone’s Irish,” there are more than a few white American folk who, after downing a few tequila shots, stop well short of proclaiming “today everyone’s Mexican.”

When it comes to the celebration of Mexico’s victory over the French at the Battle of Puebla, it’s fun and it’s lively and a good excuse for tequila in excess, but in the end, let’s be real, it’s still, you know, Mexico; cartels, illegals, drug dealers and gangs. They really need to go back to where they came from because like the man said, “they’re not sending their best.”

I suspect that next year at this time if all things tariff haven’t changed, Patron, Mexican beer and guacamole will be painfully expensive. And Donald J. Trump will blame it all on Mexico (or Biden) and say something like, instead of five shots of Patron, maybe they’ll have to make do with just two. Or if you want three just get the well stuff.

Cinco de Mayo 2025, in America, was different this year than in years past. In cities and towns celebrations were muted. In South Philadelphia and Chicago the annual Cinco de Mayo parades were canceled outright. The reason? La Migra, which translated literally means immigration but in slang refers to ICE and the U.S. Border Patrol, has been on a rampage. It was feared that the large gatherings might provide too much of a target rich environment for La Migra.

So while white America celebrated victory at Puebla, brown America found itself threatened, uneasy, and in many cases, hunkered down.

Yesterday, there was a large Cinco de Mayo celebration in nearby Richmond, California which is home to a vibrant Latin community (along with Asian, and Asian-Pacific Islander). I considered going in order to support the community but by the time I was ready to go I figured that parking would be problematic and so I passed. It was gratifying to learn later that the celebration was a success and apparently, and thankfully, La Migra also passed.


poem where no one is deported

By José Olivarez
now i like to imagine la migra running
into the sock factory where my mom
& her friends worked. it was all women

who worked there. women who braided
each other’s hair during breaks.
women who wore rosaries, & never

had a hair out of place. women who were ready
for cameras or for God, who ended all their sentences
with si dios quiere. as in: the day before

the immigration raid when the rumor
of a raid was passed around like bread
& the women made plans, si dios quiere.

so when the immigration officers arrived
they found boxes of socks & all the women absent.
safe at home. those officers thought

no one was working. they were wrong.
the women would say it was god working.
& it was god, but the god

my mom taught us to fear
was vengeful. he might have wet his thumb
& wiped la migra out of this world like a smudge

on a mirror. this god was the god that woke me up
at 7am every day for school to let me know
there was food in the fridge for me & my brothers.

i never asked my mom where the food came from,
but she told me anyway: gracias a dios.
gracias a dios del chisme, who heard all la migra’s plans

& whispered them into the right ears
to keep our families safe.

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“Mayday” is an internationally recognized distress call used by pilots and maritime crews over radio communications in cases of extreme emergency where life or the aircraft or vessel is in immediate danger. When repeated three times in succession it is a call for urgent assistance.

May Day (also known as International Workers Day), the annual holiday recognizing the international working class, is celebrated around the world on May 1. It commemorates the struggle for workers’ rights and honors the lives’ lost during the fight to ensure the 8-hour workday we are now accustomed to.
Source: The American Postal Workers Union. Link: here.

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America has reached the momentous, yet really meaningless milestone that occurs every four years; the completion of the president’s first 100 days in office. It’s an unofficial-official anniversary demanded by nothing more than tradition. Neither required by law or mandated by the Constitution, the hundredth day is when the pollsters poll, the press reports (in varying degrees) and the pundits analyze, harrumph or huzzah, and then issue their report cards.

An article (link here) published by the think tank Brookings, provides a thumbnail history and explanation of the first 100 days and its importance; as if there actually is any importance to it.

The marking of a president’s first 100 days began with Franklin Delano Roosevelt’s first term. There’s a sad irony when one compares the two men on each end of the timeline; the one who received the very first 100 day report card with the man who received the latest. The differences are stark and revealing and shows just how far the dignity of the office can tumble.

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April 27, 2025
I was at a protest yesterday and one of the speakers asked the assembled crowd, “How many of you are afraid to look at the news in the morning?” The show of hundreds of hands was almost unanimous, and I imagine that those who didn’t raise their hands had them full.

Almost as if it was predetermined, I woke up at four in the morning, shook off the cobwebs and picked up my phone to read; ‘Smithsonian begins removing exhibits, artifacts from African American History Museum.’ Well, with the idea of another hour of sleep dashed by exalted leader, I got up, set the coffee to brew, and read the bad news.

Bad news?

Well of course it is. It’s what happens in Trump’s America.

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April 2025

“We were heading onto the ferry leaving France to England. The French border officer asked if I had applied for entry when I first arrived last week. I told him I believed the ETIAS was not required until October. He said I needed to pay the penalty within 3 days. Then when entering the UK border, the immigration officer held me for a couple of minutes to check how many days I had already been in the UK to verify I was not overstaying. I honestly believe they were harassing me simply for being American. I’m disappointed that a U.S. passport is no longer respected. I was not expecting the questions.”

That was the unfortunate experience of an American acquaintance of mine who was traveling in Europe this month, and who, for years has been traveling to Europe extensively for the past few years. My wife Cora, and I discussed this briefly. I have a hard time blaming the agents who took those unexpected extra steps. “Human nature,” I said. “Our country has become so hostile and unwelcoming that I guess this is their chance, on a personal level, for a little payback.”

If they were putting a little squeeze, just a little one, on an American, over the mistreatment being meted out by the Trump regime, I don’t blame them.


It used to be that for Americans traveling abroad, the biggest issues were; understanding the local language, the currency, local customs, figuring out the transportation systems, and the most confounding one, when it’s customary to tip or not to tip. There’s always been the jitters at passport control but I’ve never seen an American detained.

I had a moment of pause at passport control in Vienna before the 2024 elections, when the officer thumbed through my passport and asked about a previous stay in Italy. Apparently the Italian official had stamped my passport incorrectly. After a few questions, some raised eyebrows, and a few moments of shifting her glance from my passport to my face, she waved me through.


My wife and I are in our seventies and trying to squeeze in a few years of travel before the creaks and aches of age leave us bound to local road trips. Last December I began planning a trip to Vietnam and then put it on hold when my wife confessed that Vietnam was not her dream vacation. We agreed that if I wanted, I could plan a trip by myself.

We’ve since talked about Istanbul, and Greece, Portugal and Morocco. We’ve discussed a trip to Singapore and the Philippines, my wife’s native country. I would like to take a solo trip to Italy, the land of my mother’s birth, the land that I love dearly and consider my heart’s home. I’ve thought about Sweden, the country of my paternal family’s origin.

Those plans are all on lockdown now. Part of the reason is that I’m wary of the reception we would get while abroad. The other reason, the more worrisome, is that I’m wary of the reception I would get when clearing U.S. Customs.

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“Modern Hungary is not just a model for conservative statecraft, but the model. Americans, Brits, Spaniards, Australians—everyone—can and should learn from it.” Kevin Roberts, president of the Heritage Foundation, The Hungarian Conservative, December 2022.


With his engaging kindly smile, the shortish, stocky fellow with his silver/white hair parted down the middle could be any child’s doting grandpa. Wife Anikó Lévai describes her husband Viktor as tender at home, a characterization that’s likely meant as a deflection from the persona of the man who’s been described as “choleric,” “unstable and impulsive,” a “hot tempered” moody man who is “quite aggressive in conflicts.

And while the stout man might be a doting father to his five children, the aggressive, “choleric” side of the man is the autocrat’s imperative, one who has ruled Hungary for 15 years while exhausting his nation’s potential and bleeding his once relatively rich country dry. While the moody Viktor Orban has made himself a pariah within the European Union, he’s become the darling of America’s morally wrecked Republican Party.


If Project 2025 couldn’t serve as an auger for what America under Trump 2.0 could be (it was literally in writing that anyone could download), then anyone paying attention could have looked to Orban’s Hungary for a sneak peek of a Trumpian America. But the GOP’s love affair with Orban didn’t have anything to do with the price at the pump, so who cared?

If Orban didn’t show up on the radar of an American electorate that could’ve seen incoming trouble, he was on blast when it came to Trump, the GOP and all of the usual right wing mouthpieces who had discovered a role model. And for a party that has become a dishonorable vestige of its former self that blast was a positive.


In May of last year, the Conservative Political Action Conference (CPAC) held a convention in Budapest (that’s in Hungary, for those who are still dim on matters international), it’s third such event in Hungary.

When it came to Orban, name brand Republicans were over the moon. So smitten were they that they made your stereotypical teenage girl with a crush seem like a restrained, disciplined monk.

After meeting Orban, Kari Lake, the Arizona woman whose hobby is election denial gushed, “he changed my life (one wonders if Lake has washed her hand since it shook Orban’s). Rep. Andy Harris of Maryland called Hungary “one of the most successful models as a leader for conservative principles and governance.” Steve Bannon described Orban as “one of my heroes in the world today, in addition to President Trump.”

After hosting Orban for a dinner at Mar-a-Lago in March of last year, Donald Trump said of the autocrat, “There’s nobody that’s better, smarter or a better leader than Viktor Orbán. He’s fantastic.”

Sean Hannity, the commentator whose deer in the headlights facial expression is a mask of perpetual confusion, said of Orban, in a statement that, after a quarter of a year of Trump would be hilarious if America’s current situation wasn’t so tragic, “He is defending democracy against the unaccountable billionaires, the non-governmental organisations (NGOs) and certain western governments. He is fighting for democracy against those forces which would like to bury it.”

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The second of two parts about the Trump Administration’s assault on the First Amendment.

“If liberty means anything at all, it means the right to tell people what they do not want to hear.” ~ Alexander Butcher, 2016 winner of the Orwell Youth Prize.

It’s a mostly innocuous op-ed, but it got flagged as being anti-Semitic and posing a threat to American interests. If that’s the case, then the standard for either offense is a chasm so broad that it can gobble millions of people, citizen or immigrant. The breadth of that standard can only be defined as a rationale to help the administration reach the deportation goal that it set early on (which by some reports is lagging and making Trump furious), to get rid of people it considers to be undesirable or subversive, and to strike terror and subsequent silence into people who would have the temerity to speak out against the policies of the Trump regime. Or maybe it’s just as simple as retaliation. Because retaliation and vengeance are hallmarks of the Trump regime.

The “controversial” opinion piece with the unwieldy title, “Try again, President Kumar: Renewing calls for Tufts to adopt March 4 TCU Senate resolutions,” was co-authored by Tufts PhD student Rümeysa Öztürk, and was published on March 26, 2024 in The Tufts Daily. Link to op-ed – here.

The piece is almost solely concerned with the Tufts University policies towards the Gaza War and Tufts University President’s rejection of resolutions passed by the student Senate regarding Israel and the Gaza War. Of four resolutions that were taken up by the Senate the three that passed called for:
The university to stop the sale of Sabra products because its co-owners, the Strauss Group, have materially supported the Israeli military’s Golani Brigade.
The university president, deans and provost to acknowledge the Palestinian genocide, and to apologize for (Tufts President) Kumar’s previous statements.
The Tufts Investment Office to disclose all of the university’s investments and then divest from companies tied directly and indirectly to Israel.

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The first of two parts about the Trump Administration’s assault on the First Amendment.

“Free speech is unthinkable. All other kinds of freedom are permitted. You are free to be a drunkard, an idler, a coward, a backbiter, a fornicator; but you are not free to think for yourself.” ~ Burmese Days by George Orwell

On January 20, 2025, Donald J. Trump’s first day in office, he signed Executive Order 14149. The E.O. is titled, “Restoring Freedom of Speech and Ending Federal Censorship”. The title is an unambiguous declaration that the Executive Branch will be a bastion for the right of freedom of speech and expression as guaranteed by the First Amendment to the Constitution.

When Trump signed the order it was a promising sign that maybe the 47th President would back off from some of his bellicose campaign rhetoric. Well, promising to the gullible. Because since January 20th, Trump and his administration have been laying waste to the freedoms guaranteed under the First Amendment. Just as he said he would.

“Don’t you see that the whole aim of Newspeak is to narrow the range of thought?” George Orwell’s, 1984.
In his novel, 1984, George Orwell introduced the literary world to the term, Newspeak, a language prescribed by the all powerful, ruling Party for use by the people of the fictitious state of Oceania. The idea behind Newspeak was to destroy the traditional language (Oldspeak) in order to restrict free thought.

Published in 1949, Orwell’s classic dystopian horror story of government control has existed for my entire lifetime as the stern warning. Since it was published it has been the chilling, “what if”; the red line; the third rail. Call it what you want, 1984 was not the place Americans wanted to go. For decades the idea of an American 1984 was largely brushed off. We have a Constitution. We have guardrails. We have checks and balances. We have a deep and abiding appreciation for the the law, and for the judicial system that keeps the wolf of tyranny at bay. We survived McCarthyism and we survived Watergate. We were authoritarian proof.

And now we have Trump.

And here we are.

Trumpspeak
Trump’s Executive Order 14149 notwithstanding, the Trump Administration, with its irrational fixation on anything that it feels smacks of “wokeness” or DEI (Diversity, Equity and Inclusion) put together an expansive list of forbidden words that have been deemed to promote “wokeness.”

The list was compiled, and the order went out that government websites and documents should, whenever possible, be scrubbed of the offending words, and whenever possible, to limit or avoid the usage of those words in the future. The list includes the words: activism, at risk, abortion, prostitute, pregnant person, multicultural, underrepresented and . . . the list goes on and on and on. The list also includes “climate science” and “climate crisis”; because if you don’t say it, it can’t be happening.

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This is what democracy looks like.

I don’t do many outings with my camera anymore. Most of my time has been taken up with America’s current political situation (and I wish i didn’t feel such a duty). My blog, which used to concentrate on photography and travel, and the life in my many years, has turned into a personal political journal about life in these trying times which I hope to turn into a book.

My most recent photo outing was a protest in Walnut Creek, California. Whatever anyone’s political bent, and whether you agree with it or not, this is a small snapshot of American history.

I will let the photos speak for themselves.

A Navy veteran from the submarine service
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